Pain (read it twice to understand its full meaning, trust me)

-1 Come here, darling,
Now, Don't be shy.
Don't you dare laugh,
Don't you dare cry.

-5 Sit down here, child,
Come talk with me,
Torture you bring,
you sobbing I see.

-9 Feel not wounded,
feel not pained,
you are here now,
safety you obtained.

-13 your father no senses,
raping away his sanity,
your mother a slut,
obtaining none but Vanity.

-17 Yes we all know,
you think you're broken,
but the face you give,
we shed no token.

-21 We know of what he did,
and of what she said,
but how you react,
no wonder you've no bed.

--25 How your hands reek,
of your parents' blood,
though your purpose innocent,
your conscience be mud.

-29 Come here and sit,
the police are gone,
now, show mercy,
my book you are on. -32

Narrow Minds

I know I am here.
Do you know where you are?
I know fully my name,
do you know who you are?-4

I sit here, speaking English,
do you not understand?
you just keep spinning, spinning I say, spinning,
When I do not but beg you to stand -8

Are you mad, are you lame,
can you hear what I speak?
has your mind forgotten its sanity,
is your spirit weak? -12

Quaff your ways and come your senses,
I beg all of you,
For, if you do not listen to the full truth,
who will, I ask, who? -16

Knives

-1 Sharp, Delicate,
Piercing my skin,
haunting my spirit,
shadowed within.

-5 Shallow's the cut,
being life, too.
for I couldn't sand,
not having you.

-9 why were you dumb,
selfish in fear,
my heart skipping beats,
whenever you were near?


-13 Your task is done,
I'm dead to your soul,
my heart be still,
black as coal. -16

(yes, it is emo, lol)

quotes of many

Some have names, some don't.So don't expect this to be some collection of famous men's quotes.

- Is santa only Jolly because he knows where all the bad girls live?


- why is abbreviation such a long word?


- you can't see it, you can't hear it, but you can feel it; It=love.

- When a tre falls and no one's around does it still die?

- Life is short, stay awake for it. - Carribou Coffee

- When life throws shit at you, try making cowpies.
(make the best of bad situations)

- When someone Approves, Someone's Bound to Deny.

- Don't be afraid to walk out on friendship. Just don't expect them to walk back in.

- If you see someone in need, help them. For if you don't, who will?

- Forgiveness is the key to bliss.

- Live life in knowledge, live life in Bliss.
(or on the opposite)
-Live in knowledge, live life in doubt of dreams.

- Dreams are the gateway to heaven.

- I had a nightmare once, but I haven't waken up yet.

- Boredom is just the absence of attentiveness.

Darkness

-1 Being all but enlightened,
Darkness sees past any lie,
it goes beyond the borders,
to betray and defy.
-5 Its coldness, its harshness,
the pity of it all,
but, when push comes to shove,
it shan't make the last fall.
-9 for darkness will always prevail,
when overcoming light,
for it influences mortals,
with or without might.
-13 remorce, pity, and sorrow,
all of these things you are,
so, leave until tomorrow,
leave stealthily, and far.

Religion

Ok, this is more like a speech, but, i'm putting it in here anyway, since no one listens to the girl on the street with a picket sign. (some stupid republican never listens)

-1 Who knows why,
who dares to ask,
why must we fight,
over every task?
-5 why did we get this?
Who made up that?
if you ask me that again,
hit me with a bat!
-9 They are meaningless,
but nonetheless, there,
I mean, who gives a shit,
who will really care?
-13 Can't we just say,
that we don't know,
but no, "OUR GOD,
he'll make a BIG blow!"
-17 But, what if there isn't an allah,
a Jesus, or the holy 3,
then why must we fuss,
as if you hate me?
-21 from the JEWS and the PALASTINES,
to Catholics and Greeks,
there's always been conflict,
on who's Judgement reaks.
-25 I'm the first to say,
I don't know!
you heard it, straight from me,
go ahead and show.
-29 Show that you're not certain,
show you don't care,
Athiests have it easy,
they're not there. -32

Love

-1 Cursing it be,
haunting it is,
but, how can you feel it as perfect bliss? -Neautique Narcia, 05/09/08

-1 Your heart feels pain,
and you heart feels regret,
but you feel as good as your heart can get. -Neautique Narcia, 05/09/08

-1 You can't see it,
and hear it you can't,
but to feel it makes you feel as small as an ant. -Neautique Narcia, 05/09/08

-1 Like a flower has a bud,
as a hive has a bee,
my heart needs you, and your heart needs me. -Neautique Narcia 05/13/08

-1 Greater or less,
love has a power,
as shallow as a pond, or as high as a tower. -Neautique Narcia 05/13/08

-1 Where art thou heart,
Who holds your love?
whom you once knew,
to me it was of.
-5 The hold was strong,
you knew me well,
all until the war,
which made this earth a hell.
-9 You chose a side,
to which I was the cost,
you fought my side,
to which I had lost.
-13 You saw not I,
beyond that line.
And that heart you hold,
be none but Mine.
-17 Oblivious, you were,
about my emotions.
and so, to my love,
you caused such commotions.
-21 Do you love thy still?
or did you forget me,
and the passion we shared?
then chhase and get me.
-25 Though you show no fool,
just how they are,
your sanity be near,
though affection be far.
-29 Show that you still love me,
show, now, that you care,
or my spirit be split,
and my heart be bare. -32 -Neautique Narcia 05/22/008


I just got bored out of my mind by Tyler singing "Fly Like An eagle" behind me at the top of his lungs. So, instead of wasting many posts on different poems, I just posted them all on this one. so, um, yeah... i'm going now.

HAZY 7

HAZY 7

Alibis,
And old tales,
Every lie,
It never fails. -4

To be,
Or not,
To live,
Or to rot. -8

Tis all a tale,
Of my sorrows,
Rights I lose,
And esteem they borrow. -12

Being cruel,
Being unjust,
They forever forget,
Be ignorant they must. -16

They care not,
About me,
They fuss over,
Only their vanity. -20

They feel nothing,
But popularity,
They see all,
But similarity. -24

Being just like you,
Give me a chance,
do not worry,
and do not prance. -28

be vein, be cruel,
it will not show,
for, your alibi, your secrets,
and your lies will grow. -32

Science Class

Oh woe is me,
Oh horror be vein,
at least no one else can share my pain. -3

The lesson is boring,
Who else hates this class?
all you do is type and sit on your ass. -6

the computer stinks,
from inch to every inch,
to my eyes a film, to my mind, a pinch. -9

This class wil suck,
I leave it now,
as I walk out the door, with a referral and a bow. -12

the Enemy

-1 Thou Call me mad?
Hearken! thou cannot note the slightest,
the daintiest form of madness,
for art be vein like the night sky,
-5 keeping all light for itself.
I shall say this only one time,
for I repeat myself not.
I have spoken my name already,
-9 take note of my pronunciation,
of my calm expression.
I admit, you found me in my room, my wrist cut,
my corpse cold, banished from comfort.
-13 I was brought here, to this institution,
here to be interrogated,
to be a victim of insanity,
exiled, and labeled as mad.

-17Now, thy claim my mind crippled?
Quaff thou deviled schemes,
rid yourself from your horrid thoughts,
or, rend my presence from this hell.
-21 If it wasn't for her,
I'd be here not!
If it not be her actions that caused me to appear here,
whose would it be?
-25She, her spirit be tainted,
her corpse be damned,
she, her soul be forsaken,
is the start of it all.
-29 With a wing over her head,
and a poison with her touch,
she befriends those with persuasion,
only to bring them down.

-33 First, seeing me a year ago in Berlin,
afraid, I was, of her presence,
her face so calm, so peaceful,
it might bring the world to ashes.
-37Soon vexed, hypnotized by her words,
we became to be friends,
reserved as it is,
and pleasant as it sounds.
-41 She soon moved on to wooing,
flirting, twisting my every thought and feeling,
she became the apple of my eye,
spontaneous, and yet, predictable.
-45 she was but a friend,
But, she yearned to be more.
I gave in to her illusions,
and, still, you claim ME mad?

-49 thou must be mad yourself,
she started all of this mess,
this blur of confusion,
this unsetting misfit of perfection.
-53 Trust was in my reach,
pleasant as it felt in my mind,
But, then, she turned,
as if by a calling.
-57 We must all know of her calling,
though it be rationable, or pitiful,
She must've seen something unsure,
misplaced, or something.
-61 well, as it looks as if you will never listen,
heed my words,
keep your friends ever so close,
but keep your enemies closer. -64

War

-1 lives are wasting,
time is hasting,
no one wins,
so keep on chasing.
-5 chase the power,
the rightt to fight,
as we always hear,
our enemies we smite!!
-9 But, who's really winning,
who will make the last blow,
be fast, be deadly,
or painfully slow?
-13 will the blood be smeared,
willl the parade be fun,
the winner be graceful,
the losr be shuned?
-17 if there is joy,
if there is peace,
then why is there hunger,
pain and tease?
-21 if there is time,
for fighting and argue,
then,
how can somene truly love you?
-25 If we are so cruel,
to have started such a piss,
we must have more vanity,
for our hearts to miss.
-29 so, keep on shooting,
defend your side,
because though victorious,
you've lost your pride. -32